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I'm trash at rping and if I try to improve I seem to bring death to all rps I try to join or don't ever feel motivated to do anything. I dunno, I just want to stay here but I can't find a excuse, I thought I'd come back to my friends who all missed me but I came back to regret, nobody who remembers me and my horrible writing skills.

I can't draw and when I try I make myself tear the whole page out cause I can't bare to see the stuff I made verses what it had to be in my mind. S*** I'm just going on now, I'm sorry guys I just feel a bit worthless, I doubt many people will see this

I miss my friends..... I miss sky...... I miss all the people who fangirlef with me about SU I miss it all.... if I could turn back time I'd do it in a heart be, I I would be laying in bed going through old convos with ghosts who will never come back

SU... The big plot twist last episode was quite big wasn't it?

On other news, I haven't been inactive for a long time so i can't exactly relate to you but, I'm always available to talk to (Even if i can't keep a good conversation going..) ... I'm sure many people would be sad to see you go (Again), did you see how much people were said you were gone?

Anyway if you do go, I'll miss you... Stay Safe ~ Harry

I'm sorry to hear you're feeling that way. I feel totally worthless a lot too. I can't really talk about your friends, but I'll just say though with art and writing... When you finish it, it's always more helpful to ask yourself "did I have fun doing this?" rather than "Is this good enough?", because if you're anything like me, the answer to the second question is always no, it's never good enough.

Focusing on the fact that you enjoyed yourself shifts the value of what you did from the outcome to your own experience, which makes it so much more rewarding. I guess I'm trying to say don't get too caught up in being creative in order to be good, but be creative because it's fun to express yourself.

Thanks guys..... and @Aura your art is good just sayin

.Do you need a hug?