Nolzur's Marvelous Pigments: The Resident Edgelord

Sooo this is my character from the DnD campaign (Curse of Strahd if anyone's wondering) I've been playing for the last 5 months or so. Her name is Rhaja Aurronel, and she's a fallen Aasimar paladin (oath of treachery). Super edgy, I know. Personality wise, she's incredibly reckless, lonely, selfish, has an inferiority complex, is power hungry, and rather naive (read: easily manipulated by a certain goddess who has a beef with her family killing her minions). She needs a fair bit of therapy to work out her problems. Although, mind you, that's nothing unusual for this campaign. Our entire party needs therapy at this point (and most of the NPCs too). Unfortunately there are no therapists in fictionland, so we're all just becoming alcoholics instead. It works.