I wanted to be noticed. like an old photo I was stale unwanted, haunted by the fact that the nice words didn't fill me like they used to. I wanted the big fish. The real money, I tried doing that. Funny. I failed the next day. Went home without pay. Couldn't find a job for two weeks straight. I applied for a job, told me I lazy, told me I was a slob. I didn't understand. I just wanted to Lend a help hand. And now I sit and watch, riding on the coat tails of the members on charms. And please don't like this. That's not my goal. I'm just trying to spread the word of the untold. And I know you thought I was wrong but I wasn't. I was just misinformed. Not my fault.