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by Sky Captain

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Sky Captain ...
I don't know
What to say
...
If this looks like it was drawn while my hand was shaking intensely that's because it was.
...
Um
I have just been informed that my 13 year old friend has passed away and I don't even know what to think.
I just can't
I can't
I'm not even sure reality has hit me yet because I'm in so much shock I can't even cry

I probably won't be online much in the next few days or weeks
Sorry but I can't deal right now
;~;
Ariados twice, Shrine, Joy~ and 7 others like this.
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  1. Joy~
    Joy~
    ... I'm sorry that i haven't been keeping up with your posts.
    I feel very guilty for not paying enough attention to whats going on in you life.
    ...
    c: i hope that you'll be okay.

    I'm sorry for you.
    Apr 8, 2017
  2. Karli
    Karli
    Wow, that is a roller costar... :'|
    But that's really cool that you get to go to a concert! :D I've never been to an official concert
    Apr 6, 2017
  3. Sky Captain
    Sky Captain
    @Karli
    Well unfortunately the funeral is also tomorrow so that might put sort of a damper on things but right after that we are going to a concert to see one of my fave bands ;w; Emotional rollercoaster l day, I dunno xD
    Apr 6, 2017
  4. Karli
    Karli
    You're welcome! I hope tomorrow is even better! :D
    Apr 6, 2017
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  5. Sky Captain
    Sky Captain
    Apr 6, 2017
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  6. Karli
    Karli
    Happy early Birthday! :D I'm glad that's making you feel a little better!
    Apr 6, 2017
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  7. Sky Captain
    Sky Captain
    @Karli
    Yeah! :3
    I really do hope so!! At least tomorrow is my birthday so that...sorta makes up for this. Sorta. I ate lunch with my dad today, it was amazing :)
    I will, seriously thank you so much, you did great listening ;w;
    Apr 6, 2017
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  8. Karli
    Karli
    You're right! I thought about that too! :) Everything will turn out great for you and him!
    I'm happy I could help you out! If ever you need to talk, feel free to come to me! I'm pretty good at listening I like to think! :D
    Apr 6, 2017
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  9. Sky Captain
    Sky Captain
    @Karli
    Well, if something is cliche then honestly there's a reason for it. It must have worked enough times for it to become the go to for advice. :3 Sometimes we just need a reminder that hey, this may be cliche, but it's cliche because it works. So yeah...I hope things turn out alright, he's a super nice guy and goes out of his way to talk to me so I want to give back and I really hope this doesn't change him... :<

    I'm feeling a bit better now, thanks to being able to get some of this off my shoulders aaah
    Thank you so so much ♥
    Apr 6, 2017
  10. Karli
    Karli
    I completely understand where you're coming from, but I do believe that just listening will help! That's where my terrible advice comment came from, I probably give the most cliché advice known to man and truly believe it doesn't help, but it might! I mean, my friends still ask me for advice! Just do what you feel is right (see pretty cliché, but true!). It will all turn out alright! :)

    I'm glad I could help out! And I really hope you start feeling better, but of course, take all the time you need to grieve c:
    Apr 6, 2017
  11. Sky Captain
    Sky Captain
    @Karli
    Maybe, I just feel like if I just say something to try to help it will just sound like all the other words people are probably going to be giving and mean nothing. Maybe just being there to listen is the best option...
    I really hope I can help him ;w;

    Ok, thank you so much ♥ It means more than you probably think :')
    Your advice is actually very helpful :)
    Apr 6, 2017
  12. Karli
    Karli
    I personally think you being there for him and saying anything consoling will help. I mean, you don't know exactly what he's going through, but your heart hurt also. And like you said, you don't have the words. Sometimes you don't need words, sometimes just being with someone (to listen, or hug, etc.) can be enough. You will be able to help him, and I know it will help him out a lot!

    Also, no need to apologize for talking about what's going on, I'm more than willing to listen! I may not have the best advice, but I will always listen :)
    Apr 6, 2017
  13. Sky Captain
    Sky Captain
    @Karli
    Ahhh thank you :(
    It's rough, I see her brother every Sunday and like...I don't even know what I'm gonna say to him now. Before it was just telling him "She'll get better and come through! She'll be such a testimony once she's healed!" etc. Now...I don't know
    I just...
    I'm glad you guys are all here, it's nice to have people who will listen that...aren't experiencing the same thing like the people I know IRL.

    Sorry that was so long ;-;
    Apr 6, 2017
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  14. Karli
    Karli
    I'm so sorry that you have to go through this! ;_; I hope you feel better, but it will be hard. But obviously you have many people who are here to listen and talk to you
    Apr 6, 2017
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  15. uncreative
    uncreative
    I'm so sorry :(
    Apr 5, 2017
  16. Sky Captain
    Sky Captain
    @*Westbrook0*KillerCroc*
    At least she's in a better place now ;w;

    @Dimdim
    Thank you so so much ♥ ♥
    I love this amazing community ;-;
    I hope so too, this is like the third drawing I've done because of her already... :'|
    Apr 5, 2017
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  17. Dim Dim
    Dim Dim
    wow... if you need anything, you could talk to one of us. i hope she/he is up in heaven looking down at this.
    Apr 5, 2017
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  18. Steph Curry
    Steph Curry
    That sucks, I'm sorry
    Apr 5, 2017
  19. Sky Captain
    Sky Captain
    Apr 5, 2017
  20. Manny-pokefan
    Manny-pokefan
    Sorry for your loss....
    Apr 5, 2017
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  21. Sky Captain
    Sky Captain
    @Kragn @The Argonaut
    It's alright, I don't expect you guys to know exactly what to say ;w; Thank you ♥
    I just...wanted to put this out there in case any of you wonder why I'm not as active
    Apr 4, 2017
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  22. Il Fantasma
    Il Fantasma
    ...I really and truly wish there was something I could say to help... I'm so sorry for your loss...
    Apr 4, 2017
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  23. Kragn
    Kragn
    ...I'm lost in words..so sorry
    Apr 4, 2017
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