Wasn't sure where to put these. Hope you like... Tearing me apart ...So there's this boy and he kinda has my heart. Do you know how it feels? It's tearing me apart. It hurts when he's not here, but then, How would you feel to have your heart taken Away? Could you trust him to keep it safe, To keep it close and never betray it? I can. I sleep at night, knowing I will wake to see Him again, for there is this place in me, Where I can still feel his touch on my skin, His kiss on my lips, his words in my heart. He'll forever be a part of me. Don't ask me why I trust him so; you say They could be lies, the sweet somethings He has whispered in my ear when he holds Me in his loving arms. I scorn your words, He is mine, I am his; fate will always find A way to make things right. When he is Here I feel right. I feel wanted, I feel needed, I feel like I never want to breathe again so That time can stand still in the moment When he tells me he loves me. But still I am waiting to see him again. Inside, I am crying, dying without my heart. My soul is trapped beneath the sorrow, The pain that love causes. But it's worth it For the beautiful moments we spend together. I can't be the only girl who feels like this: Like I can't keep going if he's not at my side. I guess this is what happens when you let Someone take out your heart. Just because I'm not crying doesn't mean I'm ok You came to me like an angel Saving me from my suicide. You Said I was meant to be alive, Just so you could love me, as No one did, or does anymore. I felt my soul lift up, be a part Of yours for that blessed time Of our lives. One whole, happy Year before you shot that arrow Through my heart, ripping it in two And tearing through my soul Which had once been blissfully Entwined with yours. You could Have been gentle, but I do not Shed tears. I keep it inside, Eating away at me, chewing up The already broken pieces of My heart. Life without you is Unthinkable, I can't do it. So I take the easy way out. If I can't live without you, I just can't live. Barbed Wire There's barbed wire constricting my heart, And it binds tighter every day. It latches on To the most tender part of my soul, and Opens it up for you to see. I don't mean To share my deepest desires, but from You I cannot hide. Every time I part my lips This wire tugs at me, and makes me spill Out my heart for you to examine. This wire Binds me to you, and if I have to pull away It cuts me up and makes me cry from the Pain. I know what this burden is, because It slices into you too. It's love. Like a snake, Curled around our hearts and biting, Uncontrollable, and tempting us to be Together.